how?

How do you deal with a sudden heart break when it shouldn't be? It was just about to start but ended too soon and you're still in shock. You're still wondering what just happened while you're still processing and gathering your thoughts.

I hate dealing with hints and clues especially when I think that I know where are those heading to. I'm afraid that it might be true. Playing this one particular song on loops while still thinking about those things. It's like I'm trapped in the same space but I still want to be in it. Weird but concerning. It took me a while to feel this thing again and never want to look back.

Seriously, how?