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Friday, March 12, 2021

imaginative damage.

It's raining here today. Finally, after a month. Been driving here and there and my mind still travels to every random destination occasionally. Energy consuming and it's draining me. 

I went to tajwid class last night after so long. Wow, i certainly forgot a lot of things already. But it's never too late, right? When was the last time i learned about it? Primary school? Also, i felt terrible for scribbling on the Yasin book with tajwid notes, which was not even mine. I forgot. T_T

When i got home afterwards, i imagined myself being alive on my very last night. What if i don't wake up tomorrow? Then i got goosebumps and imagined myself being in my own grave. I was scared to sleep last night. I couldn't sleep properly and so sleepy this morning. Haihh..