You used to convince yourself that no matter what happen in the future, you'll deal with it and would always find the right path to get to the final destination you desire to end up at. You used to let people plan your future and it was fun back then as you don't have to put too much effort to think and choose. Now that you've grown up, you started to think about all the decisions made for you - those blueprints constructed for your future guidelines and the path 'booked' for you. All you have to do is just follow. You started to hate the norms and culture set by the society - how life should be led and organized so that you'll become someone that they categorize as successful. Now that you need to fix things up, you have to fight all those things set and the thinking installed by the people to be adapted in your daily life. You know that things would not be that easy yet there are always another paths to take in your life. You strive and hoping to win no matter what. You close your eyes and figure out what to do. Soon Fza. Very soon.